Broken

To give someone everything
only to find they gave you half
while your home broken and crying
they can still find joy to laugh
and you wonder what you did wrong
what did you say? what did you do?
and you cry until there are no more tears
and all that's left is you....
you call friends, you pray to God
try to keep busy
but none of it helps
overcome, overwhelmed by emotions
heart, no longer on your sleeve, now on the shelf
you never want to love again
you never want to feel
you never want to hear their name again, its all surreal

so now what do you do
when the one you love broke your heart
when your reduced to breaking down
and your world's torn apart
what do you say when there are no words to describe how you feel
and no one would understand
when you feel like your everything is missing
with your deepest thoughts buried in sand

after praying doesn't work and kind words from your friends
and positive thoughts don't ease the pain
and you re-live the past, the wrongs and the rights
over and over, again and again
With your head in your hands
armed wrapped around your shoulders
TELL ME!! WHAT DO YOU DO??
when you are so sure that, that person is the one
only to find they were never meant for you??...........